Nothing at all
I wish I could cry.
Maybe i wouldn’t feel so bad.
Maybe the sadness wouldn’t just float by.
Maybe I could be just mad.
Why can I cry?
Some people say its because I’m numb.
But no matter how hard I try.
Tears cant come.
It makes me think maybe I just don’t care.
Maybe I just don’t feel anymore.
I wish there was something I couldn’t bear.
I’ve never felt like this before.
Maybe I’m just evil and unfeeling.
Cruel and unloving.
Maybe I just need healing.
Is that so shocking?
All I know.
Is that I cant cry.
I don’t feel low.
I feel nothing at all.